Day 7. I am my own demon.

Inspired by a very cool horror photog from ModelMayhem. My mood today has been all over the place, and most of it, I did not feel like portraying in any pictures.

Day 6 - Playful

I was feeling playful :D Much better mood than yesterday. Hope you likey, this is me at my silliest :)

Surrounded by my insecurities. Day 5.

So the whole plan for today’s picture was revolving around a full length shot, I was super excited about it, planned out a couple of shots, and when it got to shooting time, I froze, I couldn’t do it, I was feeling too insecure.

This picture might be the one with the most emotional/personal value to me, on left and right are my hands and feet which are my biggest insecurities, why do I put biggest on bold letters? because it’s quite ironic that the reason I’m insecure of them both is because they’re too small. I have a very mild case of what is called Prader-Willi Syndrome, this has affected me in so many ways that are unimaginable to some.

I’ll stop babbling, and hopefully you are able to see how much this one specific picture affects me.

Day 4.

Think what you want.
This is what I felt like doing.

Day 3.

Sorry it's so late guys!

I did take and edit the picture on the correct day though, just had some internet issues, so I couldn't upload until just now.

I started a 365 project.

Day two.

Day one.

First day of working out again

Forgot to post this heh.

I'm soooooo exhausted.


It all started out as a regular day in my dollyworld, being lazy at home, making lunch, cleaning a little bit, meh, nothing special. I was supposed to head out to the gym so I could start working out again at 2pm, did it happen? uh no, of course not.. Instead I waited for my lovely mother to get home so she could take me instead of me driving there by myself, I get to the gym at around 5:30pm, pysical test, yeh I think I'll like this, 30mins of cardio, it's alright, I am the one that wants to tone up and lose weight anyway, trainer says, "let's work on the lower part of your body", by now I'm just thinking, ffs I'm getting kinda fkin tired yo, 1.5 hours working on abs, legs and thighs, dude, by the time I get outta the gym, I'm just like starving, I get this amazing corn, lettuce, tomato, black/green olives, tuna, mozzarella cheese salad that is so fkin delicious on the way home. And now I find myself sitting at my desk thinking to myself I really need a shower, so I'll go do that, brb gaiz.

Hrm, took me a day to be back, it's been hectic around here. Lots and lots of crappy insane stuff. Don't even know what to type, bai.